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Ninja-Boy · stuffz

er... i didnt know if i should make a topic for this or find something or what, but anyway...

im in a band... well, kinda, we havent even got the instruments yet lol... but ive ben writing some songs and i thought i should post them up here to see what you gys thought of them...

dont be too hard on me though...

Haytch

Try us

Ninja-Boy

ok... er.. lemme choose one of them....

Fading

Obnoxious and repulsive
The very incantation of your hate
We’ve given all we can give
But everything we had came much too late
Much too late

Now we’re fading away from life
The life that we grew to fear so greatly
Though we’re fading from the strife
Nothing good seems to be happening lately
Nothing good

People don’t even notice
That we’re fading away
It’s easier to show this
Then make it seem like they care
But we know the truth
In their hearts and their minds
We’re fading away to nothing
Fading away to nothing

Changing the atmosphere
To something that no one can breathe in
Hearts become so full of fear
And nobody cares that we’re fading
Fading away

People don’t even notice
That we’re fading away
It’s easier to show this
Then make it seem like they care
But we know the truth
In their hearts and their minds
We’re fading away to nothing
Fading away to nothing

We’re fading away
We’re fading away
We’re fading…

oh... please censor all entries of the "f word" in your comments cuz otherwise i wont be able to get in the thread

wildflower

i like it steeeeeeeeev its quite dark and angsty, just my cup of tea, can we hear it though when you get your band together? can you record it and post it ?

Ninja-Boy

ill try my best

Northern-Star

yeh NinjaBoy, pretty good

It has a great flow to it

ditto what Carroll said

wildflower

hey karen and i can be number 1 and 2 in your fanclub wheeeeee

Northern-Star

YAY I always wanted to be a groupie :alien:

wildflower

unfortunately id be more like his granny, but i can be a fan

Ninja-Boy

lol, already got a fanbase and we havent even sorted out the band...

you dont even know what the music sounds like!

anyway, thanks

Northern-Star

I don't think my Stephen would be to happy with me being a groupie lol Yes lets just be die hard fans :mrgreen:

I'm sure your music will be great

you have a certain style that you are influenced by?

Ninja-Boy

punk/emo band.... including me, the original pumo

right... im gonna post second one now... *randomly picks one*

Suicides Anonymous

Partners in crime and suicide
We took it all the day we died again
Pistol to the head
Bullet to the brain
And the massacre was all in vain
All in vanity
Insanity
And pain

Now stop
And take the knife to carve the future path
And stop
What follows us from our aftermath?
We’ve only got one chance to blow this f***er down

And we took life as a sign
For us to leave it all behind again
Pistol in the hand
Bullet in th brain
And all we did was done in vain
All in vanity
Insanity
And pain

Now stop
And take the knife to carve the future path
And stop
What follows us from our aftermath?
We’ve only got one chance to blow this f***er down

It we did it all again
Would we leave it all again?
Pistol on the floor
Bullet through the brain
The apocalypse comes just the same
So our massacre was all in vain
We live through Hell, we lived through pain
But the final judgement’s still the same

slightly suicidal feeling when i started this one, but it went away...

just wait til you get the one that is actually about killing yourself...

Northern-Star

I likes it

wildflower

its amazing how all the best songs are dark and twisted and about death, but then again, i think it would be hard to write about fluffy clouds and being in lurve, unless you were very cryptic and interesting about it

another good one Steeeev, doesnt matter if we havent heard your music, usually if its influenced by something i like, then its all good

yeah karen, we'll just be the die hards hehe!

Ninja-Boy

i have a question.... wtf is a "chainsaw annecdote"?

i kinda put it in one of the songs.........

i think i made it up

wildflower

its either stories/memories about chainsaws, or if you use it metaphorically, stories/memories about life that resemble being chainsawed hehe, i have a few of those myself!!

Ninja-Boy

me too heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

wildflower

to be human is to be chainsawed at one time or another

Ninja-Boy

damn right! :mtgreen:

ok peeps, heres todays song

actually wrote this one last night

The Illness Called Life

Finished up in second place
Runner up of the human race
Lost in my own life
No one’s sure
Find a cure
For the illness called life

Trapped inside my home-made maze
Running fast but still in a haze
Lost in my own life
Set the stage
Fir this plague
For the illness we call life

We’re all helplessly
Corroding eternally
And the day is through
There’s nothing else we can do
There’s no cure
For this illness we call life

Trying no to turn and run
Escaping from the setting sun
Lost in my own life
Gather in
Medicine
For the illness we call life

When it’s all been said and done
Find friendship in a loaded gun
Lost in my own life
End of day
Break away
From the illness we call life

We’re all helplessly
Corroding eternally
And the day is through
There’s nothing else we can do
There’s no cure
For this illness we call life

Ending your life all in flames
Find yourself on eternal plains
Lost in my own life
In a sense
Innocence
In this illness we call life

Finished up in second place
Runner up of the human race
Lost in my own life
No one’s sure
Find a cure
For the illness called life

We’re all helplessly
Corroding eternally
And the day is through
There’s nothing else we can do
There’s no cure
For this illness we call life

there yaz goez

Helen

Steev writes some pretty damn good stuff, thinks I have read most of them!
keep posting em Steev!

Ninja-Boy

awww helen *blushes*

ok peps, heres todays song

Fun in your Head

I’m so f*cking tired
I cannot get to sleep
My stress levels are rising
And thoughts that I can’t keep
Rushing out of my brain
Slowly turning me insane
Isn’t insanity fun?
The point where nothings the same
Isn’t insanity fun?

I’m so f*cking fed up
With insomnia and that
Shit that don’t give a f*ck
And the stuff that has a knack
For taking me to the brink
Just to watch me sink
Isn’t insanity fun?
The point where no one even thinks
Isn’t insanity fun?

Insomnia
Hysteria
Paranoia
And fear
All in your mind
Nothing to find
It’s all in your f*cking mind
But ain’t it a fun ride?

I’m so f*cking tired
I cannot get to sleep
My stress levels are rising
And thoughts that I can’t keep
Rushing out of my brain
Slowly turning me insane
Isn’t insanity fun?
The point where nothings the same
Isn’t insanity fun?

Insomnia
Hysteria
Paranoia
And fear
All in your mind
Nothing to find
It’s all in your f*cking mind
But ain’t it a fun ride?

Northern-Star

I think that last one is my fave so far Steeeeev

Ninja-Boy

lol, thankee

ok, im posting it early cuz im bound to forget to post one tonight... so here you go

HLM

Through the mistakes you make
And all the hearts you break
I’ll be here by your side
To make things alright
No matter what you do
I’ll be here to comfort you
Through pleasure and through pain
Through your pride and your pain

Through the scares
And the snares
When it seems no one cares
I’ll be there
Yes I’ll dare
I’ll be there

The one to rely on
A shoulder to cry on
And sigh on
And lie on
And even to die on
I’ll be there ‘til the end
‘Til the bitter end
When you need a friend
And no matter what you say
I’ll be here anyway
Through pleasure and through pain
Through your pride and your shame

Forget about the stuff
That people do to you
Forget all of the shit
That people put you through
I’ll be here
I’ll shed a tear
At your pain

this one happened cuz a friend told me to write one for her... and i didnt want to argue lol

HLM are her initials

Northern-Star

aww thats so sweet! believe me she will always remember this song

wildflower

aww s'nice! must be so cool to have a song written about you

Ninja-Boy

s'bloody hard for me to write songs about people though... i do better with t'other stuffz

Ninja-Boy

dont know how long ive got til next power cut, so lets just hope this gets through...

F*CK!

I’m constantly f*cking things up
A mess in my own private thoughts
I’m f*cked by everyone
But still no one gives a f*ck
They don’t care about the misery that’s brought

The mystery of success eludes me
I fail in whatever I try
But no one looks my way
And nobody seems to see
They just don’t care, make me wanna die

I’m always brought down
My dreams are all crushed
Beneath this f*cked up world’s life
But you f*ck with me
And I’ll f*ck with you
A victim of a victimless crime

Living proof that they world just don’t f*cking care!!

I’m hated; a stain on human life
Don’t exist in anyone’s thoughts
I’m f*cked by everyone
And you bastards bring me strife
You don’t care about the misery that’s brought

I’m always brought down
My dreams are all crushed
Beneath this f*cked up world’s life
But you f*ck with me
And I’ll f*ck with you
A victim of a victimless crime

i dont get angry... *shifty eyes*

Northern-Star

well if you do get angry, writing is a great way to let it out :mrgreen:

wildflower

the best way i can think of

Northern-Star

the best way thats not gonna hurt you! thats for sure!

Also then you get to make sweet music with the result :mrgreen:

Ninja-Boy

hmm... i wouldnt call it SWEET music tbh...

right, here we go... this ones a pretty short one...

Brain Storm

I’m scared of my thoughts
They question my existence
Ever thought that life’s a dream
In which there’s no resistance?
I do all the time

Constant ticking in my head
Driving me insane, wishing I were dead
Assaulting my mind with regrets
Made up my mind… on this I’m set

I’m afraid of my brain
It mimics other’s feelings
It damages itself so much
That there’s just no f*cking healing
Does it all the time…

Constant ticking in my head
Driving me insane, wishing I were dead
Assaulting my mind with regrets
Made up my mind… on this I’m set

written during one of my... sanity crisises :mrgreen:

Northern-Star

thats good too, short and eh...not sweet! :mrgreen:

Ninja-Boy

right, here we goes...

Never Breathe

F*ck my emotions
You don’t care so why should I?
F*ck your sympathy
If you don’t want it why would I?
F*ck your meaning
You don’t know it, how could I?
F*ck this life
I don’t need it

I plan on never breathing again
I plan on never breathing again

F*ck my sanity
You don’t see it, how can I?
F*ck philosophy
You don’t mean it why should I?
F*ck your meaning
No one knows it, why would I?
F*ck this life
I don’t need it

I plan on never breathing again
I plan on never breathing again
I plan on never breathing again
I plan on never breathing again

Fury

Steev.You've got an unique talent.This one's cool.

Ninja-Boy

i know it's been ages since i posted one, but i simpl could not be arsed...

but i'm back, and after a holiday of workin i think ive got some of my best songs ever

this ones a bit different to my usual stuff, but im really proud of it...

Wish You Were Here

I’m constantly lonely
I’m always left here by myself
I’m fading out slowly
Without you I’m just here by myself
I miss you more then you could know
I miss you more then you could know

And every night I weep
I cry myself to sleep
These memories I keep
Won’t stay with me
I take the fateful leap
Cuz thoughts are piling steep
The thoughts of you I keep
Wish you were here…

Heart’s fully broken
I’m left here alone so I can mend
My words’re never spoken
I’ll take this with me until the end
I miss you more then you could know
I miss you more then you could know

And every night I weep
I cry myself to sleep
These memories I keep
Won’t stay with me
I take the fateful leap
Cuz thoughts are piling steep
The thoughts of you I keep
Wish you were here…

I wish you were here
To end all my fear
And just give me something to be near
I wish you were here
To end all my fear
And just give me something to be near
I miss you more then you could know
I miss you more then you could know
I miss you more then you could ever know

and this ones actually got my emotion in it! :O

ashentara

awesome lyrics Steevy, wow, there's talent there!!!!!

Museclues

ninja boy, i really love you songs....theyre great abd touching[

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Ninja-Boy

thanks lol

if you think theyre touchin just wait til you read my latest ones... if i ever can be arsed to post them

but thanks anyway

oooo ive actually written a tune to one of my songs

Ninja-Boy

well, here we go... half 11 at night and im here... all alone... im not sad at all am i?

i got bored so i decided id put a new song ive written on here... the one ive actually added a tune to

olease dont question this lol its a dodgey one...

Epileptic Masturbation

How long did it take
To raise this love to hate?
I thought that it was funny
And soon grew to forget
I don't even know what went wrong
But I remember
I remember

Isolation
Self-Sedation
All I have to show
Destination:
Devastation
All I truly know

How long could we last?
Bitter to the last
I never knew you were lonely
Or soon learned to forget
I don't even know what was right
But I remember
I remember

Isolation
Self-sedation
All I have to show
Destination:
Devastation
All I truly know

I had
My chance
To show you what the fuck I felt
Why don't I just take the risk?
Torturing
I created my own suiffering
And gift wrapped it with lvoe
It's yours

Isolation
Self-sedation
All I have to show
Destanation:
Devastation
All I truly know

Sanitation
Deprivation
All I have to show
Epileptic
Masturbation
All I truly know

you may be wonderin about this... well, it came about when id come up with the title (no idea where it came from lol) and i started listenin to AFIs rabbits are roadkill and the last line came out... and it went on from there

maybe i need therapy...

Museclues

here..i wrote these after a test i finished in math class:

need no need
you'll lie for me
but you wont in time
deny my rights
cause we both know
what I say,
is true
believe me
its you.

all alone you shade yourself
with he power and guilt of a kid;
but yet you still
find yourself
back to the start
with no end to forgive

fallen once, fallen twice
every seconds a run for your life
i wait in advance
your call, your come
it rings new old
but you you never called

all in turn we roll the dice
betting our friendship once or twice
feeling rotate around the room
as you wait in line
for your tuen towards your doom

you pause, you hesitate, you lie in wait
your love is endlessly hopeless
in this long tunnel of pain

forgive and forget
deny and regret
this lie stops forever
but theres no end

so knot and tie
your final throne of lies
only to share
again stop and stare
stealing away my love and care

dont try to run away
from what you trying to find
unchain these feelings from my mind

blue is a pretty color lol!*wow! colors, shapes, and lights!*

Ninja-Boy

wow thats pretty deep...

yellows a better colour though

good song

Museclues

Ninja-Boy

i write most of mine when im in a mood...

you know, the dark and scary, yet comfortable place we call depression

Museclues

or when you find out you ailed a test..i used to write a lot after i lost one of best friends friendship[word usage!lol] so i was like.."blah, ur gone...123..blah..this sux"

then we became better friends..and started after i relized i was messing up in math ad english!

l

Museclues

my double posting..

i found another short one i wrote today!

my inhibitions drown
a bleeding hearts race to safe ground
for only a while safe and sound
but pray upon safe return
an endless tunnel of twists and turns
life's roller coaster track speeding about
its levels of intensity reach back around
in a circular rotation of heartless ideals
truth let out out
but secrets unrevealed
time will tell a way out
true care drives a different route
shame costs and extra turn
for so again betrayal is learned
a penny for opinions
but hope for sale
a maze of disadvantage
and the full capacity of a minds scale
too much taken in
not enough let out
but refrain from a toss
the dice predicts you loss
your hopes dimming
you enemies winning
as you turn over your card of fate
should have patched up her bleeding heart then
but now its too late

i dont know what it is, but i guess it rhymes right?and it sounds dramatic? ooh, deep, i should a lame writer

Ninja-Boy

Bugger

In the middle of a hate crime
In the centre where I lost it all
They said
That we're all gonna die
And no one's gonna stop me
The centre's where I'm gonna fall
I'll wage
This war against your face
Deep down in rage
Your lies
Will never fly again
This is the end
Say your prayers
Say your prayers

Nobody cares
And they don't know
They don't know how these thoughts invade us
Well, who cares?
Well, I care
Death's all the rage, we can't get enough of it
Pain in my eyes, fuck your dying wish
I'll kill you all again

Well, no one gives a fuck
And no one questions why
But you'll never take us
You'll never reclaim us with lies
And nobody cares, but it's time to erase
Yeah it's time to erase
And your time has come
You're just a blank stare
A teenage rejection
And nobody said life ain't fair
Ah, nobody knows
All your lif is a dream

Nobody cares
And they don't know
They don't know how these thoughts invade us
Well, who cares?
Well, I care
Death's all the rage, we can't get enough of it
Pain in my eyes, fuck your dying wish
I'll kill you all again

Do what they say
Or just set the motherfuckers on fire
Burn them all
No one gives a fuck 'bout the dead

Museclues

"I'll wage
This war against your face"

sounds happy!

Ninja-Boy

you see, right until the last little bit it was written to MCRs you know what they do... song